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I went to a buddy’s small group last night, and it was awesome. The message and everything at church was so legit, and then that JG just added fuel to my fire for God. I went home afterwards, and started having stupid thoughts. Then sleep.
I woke up this morning, and felt terrible. Not really sick, but sick. I got to church and probably said nothing to anyone for nearly an hour. I was absolutely dreading volunteering. And that’s weird for me. I’m usually SOO stoked on production at OLC. The production meeting was miserable, and I considered just going home.
I half heartedly ran the web for the run through, and then opened up. I was still bummed when the service started. But then we started. I saw that someone was watching on the web. Then I realized that I was doing something meaningful. That there was a bigger picture. That I was being attacked, and that I wasn’t allowing God to fight for me.
All that rambling was to say that when you feel so close to God, there is also another force that wants you to be so so bummed. But trust in God, and you will always prevail. Someone other than you can receive something so vital. So listen to God. It’s not just you. Stay strong.
Love God. Love People.
Adam
I'm Adam. I love to meet and talk to people, and to be a source of positivity in a sometimes bleak world. I live to serve God, and am still trying to figure out exactly what all that entails. Nobody is perfect, and I will not pretend to be. I hope that you get something out of this blog, whether it be a laugh or whatever. Thanks for checking it out!!
